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James Potter [userpic]

Uggg

September 1st, 2005 (12:04 am)
stressed

current mood: stressed

Ug, this sucks, I cannot find Sirius anywhere, even with Lily and I looking last night.



I hope nothing bad has happened, I haven't slept in two days, mum and dad is telling me tonot worry and go to sleep, but I can't, I can't knowing that my friend is out there, possible not even alive anymore, I will not sleep till I find my best friend, and you can count on that.



Come to think of it I haven't eaten in a while neither, maybe I should, but heck what am I doing here writing in this journal? I should be out looking for Sirius!



ta ta!

James Potter [userpic]

Crazy

August 30th, 2005 (06:02 pm)
crazy

current mood: crazy

"Has everybody gone crazy" that is my one question.



Sirius is gone.



I am depressed.



Haven't heard from Remus, nor Peter (not that Peter would write >.> it would hurt his brain)



Everyone is nuts.



School is starting soon.



EVERYTHING IS ALL WRONG! Okay, here is another thing that is wrong, I, I, I! am crying. Yes, water, coming out of eyes, tear, yes, me crying. I NEVER CRY! But my best friend is gone, and he says he is going to kill himself, and I can't find him and it is all wrong!



Maybe if I kill myself I'll see Sirius? No, I can't think like that, Sirius is still alive, he has to be!



Now I am going to go cry on my bed and stare into space...



James Potter [userpic]

Thinking

August 24th, 2005 (10:15 am)
anxious

current mood: anxious

Okay, naturally I wouldn't wake up at 10:00 am, but I just couldn't sleep. Nope. Too many things on my mind



For one, I feel hyper, or anxious. The question is: Why?



But it is all good,

oh! and I can drink again! Whoo Hoo!



What I did was went down stairs last night while everyone was asleep and got a bottle of wine that my dad had and drank it. Nothing happened. Except for the fact that I was a wee bit drunk, running into things. But besides that, I'm fine!



Thanks for caring,

James Potter [userpic]

*growl*

August 23rd, 2005 (10:42 pm)
bouncy

current mood: bouncy

OKAY! I didn't run away...



I hope you all are happy!


LOOK AT THIS!!! I found a drawing of me with my broom...and sirius... and we are going to play quidditch!!!







It's so cute!!! Well I guess see ya'll later!



James Potter [userpic]

Thinking

August 16th, 2005 (10:49 am)
contemplative

current mood: contemplative

I've been thinking.

Alot of things have been my fault latly. What if I wasn't here any more? Then everything would be better. Well I bet my friends would be happier, and Lily would be too so she did not have "Idiot Potter" around or "git Potter" or just plan "Potter".

Well this will probably be my last entry. My parents don't suspect a thing. Reeve does. but I am taking him with me...

-J. Potter

James Potter [userpic]

Admit

August 16th, 2005 (09:58 am)
dirty

current mood: dirty

Okay, I guess that my friends are slow and they finally got it. Well now that the act, of me pretending to be horny and in love with Sirius, is done, I can not feel as dirty.

YES it was just an act

NO I will not do it ever again.

Why to yes?
Because I am straight, and I love Sirius ONLY as a brother

Why to no>
Because I felt dirty and nasticated inside.

Is Nasticated a word?
I have no clue, I think not, so I guess since I think it is not it shall be a new word!

NOW
Now my friend is still missing, and I still feel terrible, and mum says I need to take Reeve for a walk... So maybe I could make him sniff out Sirius...?

And YES Dragons do need to be walked >.<

-James Potter.

James Potter [userpic]

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August 15th, 2005 (09:41 pm)
worried

current mood: worried

Okay, I am really worried,. Sirius got all drunk, and all I was trying to do was him to go and force me off the bed, and so I could... okay, forget it... I don't want even my journal to know what my thoughts were then.



Stupid horny self...



oops, I ment not to write that *scribbles*



Anyway, I am really worried, and I hope nothing bad happened because I searched the neighbourhood but not Sirius, mum and dad say not to worry, but I dunno...



The worried Asshole,

James

James Potter [userpic]

ROAR!

August 15th, 2005 (08:23 pm)
bitchy

current mood: bitchy

Okay, I am in a bitchy mood today.



Yes. My father got the fucking ministrys permission to keep Reeve, my dragon, but I am still bitchy!



Why am I bitchy? BECAUSE! Mum and dad caught me drinking, AGAIN, and then my fuckin' father but a fuckin' spell on my so that whenever I drink anything with alchol in it, my face turns bright red and i start dancing around like a fuckin' pansy!



What is a pansy? IT IS A FUCKING THING THAT I DON'T FEEL LIKE DISCRIBING!!!!



I am locked in my room, Sirius is Fucking back, and I locked him out! Yes my mum and dad are pissed, but so am I!!!!!!!



Have a Fucking Happy Day,

JAMES

James Potter [userpic]

Dragons

August 14th, 2005 (07:54 pm)

Well today was interesting.



A heard of Dragons were delivered to our house and now are in my back yard. Mum and Dad expect that it was Sirius pulling a prank.



But...



There is good in this



Example:



Dad says that I might get to keep the baby dragon as long as he gets to charm him to keep him small. This is so cool! I already named him Reeve, just because I find the name cool for him.



But really it was all my doing...



Well ta ta!

James Potter [userpic]

Drawing

August 14th, 2005 (04:57 pm)

I have just discovered that I can actually draw. It is fun, and entertaining, so far I've drawn, my room, Sirius falling out of a tree, Sirius getting hit by a bludger, and Sirius getting chased by a cat.



It is very entertaining, as I said earlier, but anyway...



So I was trying to think of a prank yesterday night, when my owl popped in with a book, I opened it and found out that it was a new quidditch book that had just came out. I looked for a letter or something, but you know what? I got a small note saying that it was from a secret admirer...



SCARY!

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